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  Deanna walked into the house after a shift at the garage and sat down to catch up with Megan. Her friend told her that Holly had been trying to walk by herself and Deanna was thrilled. Her little girl was growing up so quickly, her first birthday was less than a month away in April. She already had a few ideas of what she wanted to buy her, knowing Holly’s first birthday would be brilliant with all their new friends around.

  Deanna had a quick shower before Megan left for a date with Fraser. As she left the bathroom wrapped in a towel she was startled to find Nate standing in her bedroom putting a sleeping Holly in her cot. She stood staring at him as he turned to her, his eyes wandering slowly down her body wrapped only in a short towel.

  “Hi. Has Megan left yet?” Deanna asked shyly.

  “Aye, she left just after I got in. Holly fell asleep as soon as I picked her up.”

  Deanna smiled at Nate, a little unsure of what to say as her wet hair dripped down her back. Nate saw that she was nervous so he turned to leave the room to get a drink.

  The flare of lust Deanna could see in his eyes empowered her and the ache she had started to feel since meeting Nate was demanding his touch. She had been too scared of rejection before but now suddenly, for the first time, she felt brave enough to make the decision to take things further with him.

  “Nate, don’t I get a welcome kiss?” she said, looking up at him with mischief in her eyes.

  He turned to her with a raised eyebrow. “You want a kiss? You’ll have to come here,” he said as he crooked his finger, beckoning her forward.

  She smiled at his challenge and slowly walked across the room towards him, swaying her hips, hoping she looked seductive. She stopped in front of him, boldly staring straight up into his eyes. Reaching up she wrapped her hands into the hair at the back of his neck and pulled his head down for a kiss.

  Deanna could tell that Nate was trying to keep the kiss tender but she wanted more, so dragging her fingers through his soft messy hair she tugged sharply and pushed her breasts into his chest. A startled groan came from Nate and he wrapped his arms around her waist to bring her against his body.

  Deanna had never been so turned on in her life and was desperate to feel his hands on her naked skin. Breaking the kiss she stepped back and, not taking her eyes from him, she undid the knot on the towel. Nate realised Deanna’s intention but before he could tell her not to rush into anything she dropped the towel on the floor.

  Deanna stood in front of Nate completely naked and saw the raw hunger on his face as he stared at her curvy body, making her feel completely beautiful for the first time in her life.

  Nate growled his approval and pulled her against him, his hands squeezing her body into his. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled herself up, wrapping her legs around his waist. The deep groan that came from Nate made Deanna smile against his lips. However the smile quickly fell when she felt Nate’s hands run from her shoulders down her spine cupping her behind, kneading it gently. She couldn’t keep still and moved her hips suggestively against the large bulge in his jeans as the throbbing between her legs intensified.

  Nate couldn’t hold back any longer so he laid her down on the bed, desperate to get his hands on her. As he positioned himself between her open thighs he leaned forward on his hands and kissed her greedily, sucking on her lips. She broke the kiss when her breathing became laboured and he moved his lips down her neck kissing and lightly sucking, nibbling along her collarbone. Slowly moving down her body he kissed the top of her full breast before circling the nipple with his tongue, making her moan loudly.

  “Ssshhh, you’ll wake Holly. You need to be quiet babe.”

  Nate gave her a naughty knowing smile which made her scowl playfully. Chuckling against her neck his breath caused goosebumps to flush across her skin and her head fell back when his hand caressed her other breast, pinching the nipple whilst sucking on the other. When she felt his teeth gently grazing she brought her hand to her mouth to muffle the sound of her moan. Nate laughed but stopped quickly when he felt Deanna’s foot rub along the zip of his jeans against his painful erection. He stilled and his eyes lifted to hers as he raised an eyebrow.

  “You wee minx. What do you think you’re doin’? I’m the one who gets to play,” he murmured as he moved her foot to wrap around his back. Deanna huffed out her fake annoyance, secretly pleased with his desire to please her.

  He shuffled further down the bed kissing her belly, his hands moving down, running his fingers up and down the inside of her thighs. When she felt him hesitate she looked down to see him staring up at her.

  “Is this okay?” he said roughly, his voice full of need. She nodded her head and watched as his mouth moved lower to kiss the top of her mound, his tongue running through her wet curls.

  He moved slightly back so he could watch his hand and a strangled gasp escaped her as he eased one of his thick fingers inside her.

  “You’re so wet,” he said hoarsely.

  Deanna could only whimper in reply and tilt her pelvis toward his hand, needing more. Her breathing changed as she moved her hips in rhythm with the movements of his finger, her usually porcelain skin completely flushed. He felt the shudders running through her body and knew she was close, she couldn’t last much longer.

  As he thrust his hand faster she gasped and when her back bowed off the bed he felt her interior muscles clench as she climaxed. He slowed his hand to let her ride out the orgasm as he captured her breathless moans, kissing her deeply. Nate was absolutely amazed, she had been so responsive and he was gratified to see the most contented expression on her face.

  Deanna couldn’t help but look at Nate in awe of the sensations that ran through her body. She had never experienced an orgasm before and now knew what she’d been missing all these years.

  As she held him tightly she reached under his t-shirt but he shook his head. Looking at him in confusion he explained. “You’re so beautiful. I wanted to do this for you. You can reciprocate another night,” he winked, causing her to giggle.

  Even though he desperately wanted her he knew he needed to take things slowly. He brushed the unruly curls from her glowing face, he absolutely adored her hair.

  As she gazed into his eyes her feelings for him overwhelmed her. He was such a gentle, wonderful man who was fiercely loyal to the ones he cared about. She had fallen in love with him. His gaze intensified and she had the sudden feeling he felt the same way about her.

  As Nate continued to stare at Deanna, wonder shining from his eyes, he saw the instant her expression changed and he understood what she was feeling. It was exactly how he felt. He was so in love with her, he had been for a while, but he’d worried he’d frighten her away if he said anything.

  Neither of them said the words that night but they both now understood just what they’d come to mean to each other.

  CHAPTER 10

  It was now spring, the days had passed quickly from when they’d first arrived in February and the future seemed full of warmth and promise.

  Deanna had a great time working at the garage, Nate regularly popping into the office - it was like he couldn’t get enough of her. She worked at the garage most weekdays whilst Megan looked after Holly. At the weekends she spent time with Holly, occasionally Nate would join them as they went to the local park or shopping.

  Most nights it was just Deanna, Nate and Holly – they’d become inseparable. They snuggled together watching TV until Holly fell asleep, then Deanna and Nate got their own playtime. She had indeed reciprocated and he had enjoyed every minute of it.

  She had been shocked when she’d first seen him naked, he was massive everywhere and she was slightly apprehensive about his size. They still hadn’t had full sex because she was nervous, remembering Lee’s taunts and insults. Deanna confided to Nate that she hadn’t had intercourse since Holly's difficult birth. She didn’t know much when it came to intimacy but this didn’t bother Nate, who couldn’t hide his enjoyment and anticipation of teaching her a
ll his tricks.

  Deanna had fun exploring his thickly muscled body and admiring his tattoos. She had discovered that it was actually just one tribal design that covered the top of his back, over his shoulders and bottom of the neck and down both arms to his wrists. He was thinking of getting more work done on his chest but hadn’t decided. Her fascination with his tattoos had led her to consider getting one herself. His simple response when she had asked what he thought of her getting a tattoo had been “It’d be sexy as hell”.

  The intimate connection between the pair grew stronger and every night they fell asleep entwined together, making her feel safe and protected in his gigantic arms.

  They’d finally met the new addition to Bruce’s family when he popped round to show off his newborn daughter. This prompted a group celebration, which led to a memorable night.

  Nate promised Deanna that he knew the perfect babysitter for Holly and when Deanna questioned him he had been reluctant to say more.

  “This weekend. How do you fancy meeting my ma?” he had asked.

  Deanna had been hesitant, not quite knowing how to respond. She really wanted to meet his mum but was worried about what she would think of her. She had spoken to Ethan several times since the self-defence class and when he phoned the garage they got on really well.

  She’d spoken only once to Nate’s mother, who had politely enquired if she and Holly were settling in and if she was enjoying her new job.

  Deanna agreed to meet Nate’s mum saying she was looking forward to it, but deep down was naturally apprehensive, not knowing how much Nate had told her about their relationship.

  As they drove into Glasgow to the offices of McKnights where they were due to collect Ethan, Deanna sighed at the familiar sight of the city she loved. She could hear Holly in her seat babbling with excitement as the buildings zoomed past the window. Nate leaned over and grasped Deanna’s hand, knowing she was nervous and she smiled happily at him.

  As they arrived outside McKnights they waited for Ethan to emerge. They would then drive to the brothers mum’s apartment situated on the River Clyde forty minutes away in the little seaside town of Largs in Ayrshire.

  Deanna got out of the car to let Ethan sit in the front and he pulled her into a hug, ruffling her hair in a brotherly way.

  “Right, we need to get going. Mum will have my balls if we don’t get there on time,” Nate said after greeting Ethan, opening the back door to let Deana in to sit with Holly, kissing her on the cheek as she passed.

  “Wait. I want to meet the wee girl that has you actin’ like a big nancy. I couldn’t believe it when the blokes told me you were smitten with a wee baby. Never thought I’d see the day,” Ethan said jokingly, nudging his brother in the shoulder.

  Deanna reached in and unclipped Holly lifting her out of the car. Holly gave Ethan one of her dazzling toothy smiles and Deanna could see the immediate affect it had on him.

  “Jesus, she’s a beauty. She’s the spit of you Deanna. Hello gorgeous girl, I’m your Uncle Ethan.”

  He took Holly from Deanna’s arms, his easy going nature instantly winning her over and she babbled a welcome in reply. Ethan cooed to Holly not realising he was doing exactly the same thing that he’d just been making fun of his brother for.

  Nate and Ethan gathered round a giggling Holly, completely forgetting that they needed to reach their mother’s home on time. Deanna interrupted the trio.

  “Do you want me to take Holly? I know you said we need to get going so we’re not late.”

  Ethan reluctantly handed Holly back to Deanna. As she turned to put her back in her seat she heard Ethan whisper to Nate.

  “Now I can see why you’re so smitten with them. You’re a lucky bastard.” This brought a secret smile to Deanna, pleased with his acceptance.

  As they drove Deanna pointed out to Holly the different sights, also joining in with the easy banter between the brothers.

  Eventually they pulled up in front of a modern apartment complex sat on the banks of the River Clyde, Deanna wiped her sweaty palms on her pants as she held Holly and climbed out the car. The view was beautiful, the sun reflecting off the river’s surface framed by mountains across the water and a ferry boat travelling to an island in the distance.

  Nate held her hand as they walked to the nearest door and were buzzed into the building. They were greeted by an older woman who grabbed Ethan and Nate into a hug. Standing with Holly, Deanna could see the resemblance between Alice and her sons. She was a good looking slender middle-aged woman with grey streaks in her brown hair and dark brown eyes that were exactly the same as Nate’s. The lady pulled back and looked to Deanna with a friendly welcoming smile.

  “Hello hen. You must be Deanna. I’m Alice,” she said as she walked forward to embrace Deanna.

  Alice pulled away looking at Holly and the older woman’s eyes filled with a tender expression as she stared at the child.

  “This must be Holly. Why you’re just as pretty as your ma. I’m Grandma.”

  Deanna was a little startled at this declaration but happy that they’d been welcomed into the family. She handed a wriggling Holly to Alice, who’d obviously won over another of the Gunn family members.

  “I don’t know how she does it. That wee girl is like magic. One smile and you’re a goner,” Nate said as he looked at Deanna grinning broadly. Kissing her on the forehead, he wrapped his arm around her shoulders as they followed Ethan walking beside his mum, both cooing over a giggling Holly wrapped in Alice’s arms.

  After dinner Alice offered to show Deanna around her home whilst the boys played with Holly. Deanna soon discovered that this was so Alice could have a private word with her away from Nate. Alice explained that she had been worried when she’d heard Nate had a new woman. His past girlfriends had caused so many problems and treated Nate badly, either wanting him because of his reputation, money or link to the club. Alice was happy to discover that Deanna didn’t seem to be anything like that.

  Unknown to Deanna, Nate had confided in his mum some of the trauma she had experienced at the hands of her ex. Alice was impressed that she’d had the courage to get herself and her beautiful daughter free of their terrifying domestic situation.

  Now Alice had seen Nate and Deanna together she could see why he had fallen for her so quickly. Alice then went on to thank Deanna, saying that she’d never seen her son so happy before, and Deanna was filled with contentment.

  At the end of the night, as they said goodbye, Alice happily offered to babysit whenever they wanted, which explained Nate’s comment on finding a babysitter for when Deanna worked. They made the arrangements, Alice happy to be looking after what she considered to be her first grandchild.

  As the two women embraced Alice whispered to Deanna that she and Holly were now officially part of the family. She gratefully thanked Alice, the two women parting fondly.

  Arriving back home Deanna was exhausted. Dinner with Nate and his family had been a success. She’d got on brilliantly with Ethan and could see the brotherly bond between him and Nate was strong. It also made her feel a little lonely as she was an only child and had none of her own family left. Seeing Nate with his family made her sad for what she felt she’d missed out on.

  Deanna put a sleeping Holly in her cot and turned to find Nate standing in the doorway watching her with a gentle smile on his lips.

  “You tired?” Nate asked.

  “Knackered. I had a brilliant day. Thanks Nate. I loved spending time with your family.”

  “You’re welcome.” Nate walked into the room wrapping his arms around her. “I still can’t believe she brought out my bloody baby photos. Who does that anymore?” Nate grumbled.

  Deanna laughed. “A very proud mum, that’s who. I never knew you looked so much like your dad, he was a big man too. The similarity was eerie. The only difference was the eyes, you’ve got yours from your mum. Ethan takes after your mum in looks but has your father’s eyes. Your dad was such a handsome devil. Just like his son,”
Deanna said kissing him as her hands reached into his hair. When the kiss began to heat up Nate pulled away.

  “Why don’t you get into bed and I’ll lock up,” Nate went to move away but Deanna pulled him back.

  “I’m not that tired. Nate . . . I . . . erm . . . stay. I want you to make love to me.”

  Nate’s eyes widened in response. He had an all-consuming need for her but didn’t want to push until she was ready. After everything she’d been through he wanted to make sure her needs came before his own.

  “You sure?” Nate said softly, hoping she wouldn’t change her mind.

  “Oh yes, quite sure. I’m on the pill so I’m free to explore every naked inch of you,” Deanna whispered naughtily.

  Quickly grabbing her hand he pulled her from the room, making her giggle, and headed toward his room, not wanting any interruptions. He wanted to hear her moans and sighs of pleasure without the worry of waking up Holly, and as he closed the door she pulled his head down, kissing him passionately. As the kiss deepened she moved away when she began to gasp for breath and his lips nibbled her ear down to her neck.

  Slipping his hands under her dress he pulled it over her head and unfastened her bra. He ran his tongue down her neck to her aching breasts, sucking a nipple greedily as he kneaded her sensitive breasts, causing her to moan loudly.

  Deanna’s body filled with the need to feel Nate’s skin against hers as she pulled off his shirt. She ran her fingers down his substantial chest feeling the muscles flex under her touch, making him groan.

  He grabbed her under the knees and walked to the bed, lying her down and covering her body with his. As he kissed her his hands roamed all over her body, her skin flushed and damp as their laboured breathing filled the quiet room. He worked his hand between her legs, removing her panties and slid his fingers through her wet curls. Slipping a finger inside he found she was hot and wet, and he growled in approval.